14 September 2008.

think no more .
say no more .
do no more .
heart , i shall follow .



people go to casino to gamble .
people find themselves a seat , and place their money , or so called chips , on the table .
people place their bets on the game .
people play with their chance , hoping to win something back in return .
sometimes they do , sometimes they dun .

if they do , well ... good for them . they got themselves some rewards .
if they dun , it's okay . they lost only money . they can call it quits and take their leave .



put me into the above situation .
but i'm gambling on a much larger scale .
the probability of me winning , 10 percent . a mere 10 =.= !
who in the right frame of mind would carry on the game ?

the rewards are handsome , but the losses ... i dare not count . and the aftermath are set to wear me down even more .

if i withdraw , i bound to suffer becos half of my chips are already in the pot .
if i continue , god knows what will be the outcome .

the stakes are just too big . i cannot make any mistake . the outcome is irreversible .
i need some clever intervention .
drag any longer and i might suffer heart attack .
and i can feel help is on the way ...

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