19 April 2008.

miracles do happen , but being nervous kills any chances left ...

tue went for shooting . and i think i can only shoot ostrich =.=" . morning there were 16 targets . yet i only hit 3 .

but miracles almost helped me at night . for the next 9 shots , all of them hit the target , as if i'm a sniper . wahaha ... with scores at 12/25 and 3 shots left , i need to get at least 2 to pass .

10th was a hit .

11th and 12th fly and fly , jiu shi never fly to my target =.=" . and my score stood at 13/28 . damn unlucky .



sometimes i really wonder , if things that i do , are they right ... or they are wrong .

principles are in place . but what if 2 of them conflict with each other ?

sidetrack abit . i rmb in i-robots , there exists the three laws of robotics -
1. a robot may not injure a human being or, through inaction, allow a human being to come to harm.
2. a robot must obey orders given to it by human beings, except where such orders would conflict with the first law.
3. a robot must protect its own existence as long as such protection does not conflict with the first or second law.

if there are something like laws of human beings , i wonder if this would be a better world to live in ...

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12 April 2008.

清明时节雨纷纷
路上行人欲断魂
借问酒家何处有
牧童遥指杏花村

last week was qing ming jie . this week then i went tomb sweeping . everyone say i was late . but i saw many people at the cemetary . that means i'm not too late after all . hehehe ...

and i think being late or not doesn't matter . it's the heart that counts . not like some wimps' family . pui !

it's been almost 2 years since my grandma passed away ...

i can still rmb the last few days when she was around - tears rolling down her eyes when she sees all of us around . thousands of words she yearns to say but only heavy sighs can be heard . wrinkled hands trying to hold our hands though she could muster no strength ... these are some things that are simply hard to forget , to put down i guess

the many things that came along with her still lingers . but as i say , time will slowly soften the impact they bring . only the good memories will remain ...

tmr i'm going to the cemetary , again . haha . till then ...

wishing all happy days ahead !

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06 April 2008.

poor is the word to describe me now !

i think this is the second or third time that i'm broke to such a state . i even hold back topping up my ezlink and spend lesser on food .

but worry no more . my pay is going to reach my pocket soon . mwahaha ...

met jerlynn when i was on my way home . i hardly take 900 home and when i did on fri , jiu saw her . almost cant recognise her and i stunned when she smiled at me , thinking ' hmm , this face looks familiar . ' lols ... now i will shun 901 and embrace 900 more . hehehe ...



ps told us our events for the next few weeks . i'm going to find the limping freak called msk soon -.-" . and guess wat ... it crashes with my birthday . DIAOZZZ ...

POOM ! there goes everything ... the only consolation is that i will be issued jungle hat and sunglasses -.-" lols .

but nvm , presents and gifts will still be accepted . it's on the 9th of may . hurry up and decide what to buy for me ! lols ...

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