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27 October 2007.

wah very long never write a decent entry liao . now i shall start by doing a mid-course review for my life in sispec .

a simple conclusion - life s**ks to the core okay ! to be exact , it's the life in bravo coy i hated the most !

always making us wait for nothing . and after all the stupid waiting , rushing us to get something done . no wonder there's a saying that in sispec , it is always ' wait to rush and rush to wait again ' lols ... it's time to change the motto liao lah -.-" .

we can spend almost 20% of our day waiting and waiting and ... hai , really fed up , but what can i do ? jus open my palm , then clench my fist leaving out the thumb , bring it close to my mouth , and suck thumb like a baby -.-" .


other companies always train the easy way out . for us ? we will do at least double of what the rest do -.-" -.-" -.-" . i'm not complaining , for i knew that training hard is for our own good . but do please consider the fact that we also need some rest in between mah .

other things that i hated is the @*&^%#$ attitude that some trainees had . i dunnoe if it's the mohawk standard i'm trying to uphold or i'm born to have such good qualities haha , but they always dun have the initiative to fall in early and like to take their own sweet time . i dunnoe what the hell bmt had instilled in them . going to become cpl still have so ^%^$**#&( attitude .

i hate this type of people to the core . brainless bunch of immature , senseless , yet to grown up adult . based on your sucky attitude , if i were to decide your posting , i will give you shit okay . tonnes of shit ! humph .

i jus wish that the remaining 5 weeks pass quickly and i can escape from these shit people and sucky place with a cpl rank on my arm . hehe ... i will have no memories for sispec , not to worry . after all , bmt is still the best . my best experience will be with mohawk coy ...

{ 1:03 PM }

13 October 2007.

a funny joke to share with all :

dr.m was thinking about sending a malaysian into space . three potential can-a-nauts were called for an interview - one indian, one malay and one chinese .

dr.m interviews the indian first : " so , muthu, this is a dangerous mission . how much do you think you should be paid ? "
muthu replied : " one million ringgit . "
" why so much ? " asks dr.m .
" very dangerous mission , datuk . maybe i no come back ! " replied muthu .
" that's understandable , " says dr.m. " thank you ... please ask the malay guy to come here . "

so the malay walks up , and is asked the same question .

" alamak , 2 million ringgit only lah datuk , " replied the malay candidate .
" two million ? that's twice as much ! even that anneh ( bro in tamil ) before you asked for only one million . "
" you see , datuk , " explains mat . " I have 4 wives and 15 children ... with so many of us , it is a big family to leave behind when I am gone ... ! "
" i see , " says dr.m . " okay , can you ask that chinese guy to come then ? "

the chinese guy comes in and dr.m asks , " ah chong , as you heard , this is a very risky mission , how much do you want ? "
ah chong smiles for a while , and says , " 3 million linggit only loh datuk . " m appears shocked .
" what ??? 3 million ! Why so much ? "
ah chong beckons dr.m to come closer , where-upon he quietly whispers into his ear , " datuk , one million you keep , one million I keep , and then one more million to send that anneh into space ! "

{ 12:19 AM }

07 October 2007.

a lot of things running in my mind now . and i cant put them in words .

suddenly my dictionary seems so empty , so messy .

all of a sudden , it seems that i am lost ! lost in the vast wilderness after being struck by a huge piece of rock .

{ 2:45 PM }

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{ 2:16 PM }

narcissism.

teng . kian . leong
09 . may . 1987

dip aerospace electronics
bridging engineer
avid cyclist

once a juliet ,
always a juliet .

materialist.

 i want this

more money to burn
more fulfilling life

 i love this

my family , my baby
my friends
my singapore

 i don't like this

ppl having attitude problem
ppl trying to change my principle
ppl pissing me off

music.


noise.

nonsense.

baby
wsm
ms q
sss
yiwen
jerlynn
old fren
fantastic blogger

sparklers to my life ...

ah sok
shimin
zhengwen
crystal jade
marissaaaa
angelia
vampire kee
loud speaker
bai nian xiao yao
kling

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