27 January 2008.

why do some people just dun care abt how other people might feel ?

why do some people just like to do things that they themselves enjoy only ?

why do some people just cant control themselves ...



just came back from qiang's birthday chalet at east coast . from the start , everything just seems to go the wrong way .

yw cant go ... yewmun cant go ... sheng cant go ... xiong cant go ... ss cant go ... my initial list of 15 becomes 10 -.-" . and all so last minute then inform me .

and my sian-ness just dun ends there . transport got problem . present got problem . program got problem . everything also got problem . more problem = double more sian-ness ...

but one thing triggered me to burst into flame . one idiotic ass pour a tub of cold water onto the birthday boy , and the water splashed onto the cake i paid for -.-" . it's since a long time that i scolded the word idiot , but i think it truly fits him !

the cake was gone , but not his idiotic sense . he smashed the cake onto gq's face , and some of us also kena . his idiotic action really stunned all of us .

and it just dun stop here . he said " nvm , i will pay back the cake . " he really thinks his money can cover the sky . some things just cant be bought using money . noob ! ng make effort to choose . i make effort to pay and even prepare a surprise for gq . all the effort is now gone , gone at the east coast chalet drain ...

now i really think that i shld ban him from all activities until he got some human sense in him ...

{ 3:18 AM }

19 January 2008.

last week , someone told me that all of us are actually stars . we shine , so that others can see us and use us as guide . people look upon us for guidance , so let us all shine like a star ...
(fyi , the whole song has 5 verses , not 1 . most of us know only know the 1st verse . )

{ 11:27 AM }

12 January 2008.

lols . i discovered one thing . i nv blog abt my army life for 1 month liao . but that is very good . cos army life is boring life . keke ...

this 1 month , i joined the engineer training institute and also left them , joined bridging engineer to become trainee for yet another 9 weeks . trainee for 28 weeks liao still trainee -.-" . damn sian . some of my motivating factors were lost along the way .

some admire us to be able to have such an enjoyable army life . but sometimes i also admire others to be able to have a relaxing life . haizz ... when can i pass out as a sergeant ? where is my 3 strips ? lets wait bah ...

new year eve , i went to marina bay to catch the fireworks . it was a very last minute trip . spectacular it might be , but it seems the type of pyro they used is nothing different from national day and last year de -.-" . hope that when the ferry wheel opens and the formulae1 is here , we will get to see more spectacular ones ...

my stint at eti has ended . reported to new training wing to continue my specialised phase . the instructors are all very strict with us . no nonsense de training everyday . it's mentally stressing becos equipments we handle are expensive and work we do are dangerous . yet they only provide us with abt 5 hrs of sleep a day .

they keep stressing the importance of safety . but why issit so that they themselves fail to see that a real danger is lurking around us , waiting to prey on us when our focus is lost ? dun they know that many accidents happen becos fatigue sets in ?

now i wonder if they really take care of our well being . welfare is not just materialistically ; it is also abt mental welfare .

now i am tired ! out ...

{ 11:34 PM }