30 May 2008.

damn it .

my exxon shares drop until they only earn me $430 =.=" . from $3000 plus u know ! argh ... lucky my other shares balance out my earnings ...



this week is shag . shag not becos of my first major exercise but becos of $%^&*(&*)(*& schedule !

exercise wasn't as tough as i've thought . it's the maintenance that kills =.=" . i slept alot throughout whenever i'm free , cook maggi mee like nobody business , steal and eat ps food while he's away . wahaha ...

learn alot from them during this exercise , plus i'm the best pilot among the new specialists make this a very enriching experience ...

one down , two more to come , and i'm waiting ... lols

{ 9:18 PM }

19 May 2008.

went ' trekking ' through singapore's newest park trail , the southern ridges ( such a nice name ;) )... let me bring u through the whole trail ...

{ 3:43 PM }

17 May 2008.

i earned $5409.30 this week . woots ! haha ... jus dunn0e why money keeps falling onto my path . lols ...

dun be shocked ! i really earned that much this week . but they are virtual money =.=" , worthless cash that i can use to buy nothing .

i'm playing this game , virtual stock exchange , with my buddies . it uses real life stock information for noobs and the bored-es to trade and have a hand in owning stocks of the greatest company . and i'm ranked #1 becos i'm a tiny mini shareholder of exxon and i earned the most . haha ...

i think with my foresight and instint , i will make a great investor after warren buffett . wahaha ... then i will use my money to build ironman =.=" . build many many and let all my friends have one so that they can enjoy flying . lols ...

{ 12:24 PM }

13 May 2008.

ironman was nice .

how cool would it be to be able to have one in my room ?

i especially like its ability to fly . fly at such speed that nobody can catch u ; at such height that only space machine can match ; with such style that rivals the best fighter jets . if given a chance , i die die will try . but it must be safe of course . haha ...

the movie was actually ... nah ... soso nia . too much fanfare generated for this movie . actions are too few . but it showed some really cool , but u know ... fake =.=" techonology .

if these fascinating technology really matures in the future , then i think we've going to have trouble - on how to use those gadgets correctly . lols ...

these few days quite slack lah . mon , tue and maybe fri halfday . so shiok . but exercises are coming . just hope that i dun shag out . becos i'm not ironman . hehe ...

will be back . i've gone flying . watch out for me ! lols ...

{ 4:42 PM }

09 May 2008.

我不得不承认，直到今天，现在，这一刻，我才发现。。。

在我生活里，并没有什么目标，尤其是人生目标。。。



我一直以为，‘原则’足以带我越过一切的人与事。
我没错，要不然我的世界就没有规律了。
但是，它又能带我越过什么人与事？

我这才发现，我的思想并非很齐全。
至今的我一直漂浮在我无边无际的世界里，并没有长远或是短期的目标。
要是有了目标，或许我的生活会更充足一些些。

是时候该想想要怎么规划将来了。。。

{ 8:40 PM }

saw melissa lim today when sheng and i were strolling at cwp . took some time for me to confirm her identity becos she changed liao . lols , but jus couldn't say where she had changed .

heard from her some news which makes us laugh . some ' genius ' managed to break the maths record that xiong held for maybe , 6 years ? wahaha ...

that maths prodigy scored 0 for emaths p1 and p2 . she smashed xiong's record becos he scored 0 for amaths , the so-called advance version . lols ... both of us admit that we got to salute to her for being so ... erhem ... garang ! wahaha ...



last 3 days was in camp doing nothing . becos i'd honoured my words , and that is to report sick . hehehe ... didn't feel feverish until in the evening and after consultation , i was given 3 days in-camp mc =.=" . people 38.4 can get to go home . i 38.5 leh , stay in camp #$%^&&^%$#&* . at least i dun need to stay under the sun for so long and *thwang* . hahaha ...

* thwang = to jus sit down and do nothing . lols ...

{ 8:04 PM }

06 May 2008.

back from 2 night shifts of observation . no sight of him , but there are only lots of catfishes ... best is nothing happen in the next few days and we can go pack our stuff to return home .

was very tired becos i'm not suited to turn my biological clock the opposite way . morning shld be sleeping when i was only resting . coupled with the heaty stuff that i'd eaten for the past few days , i felt so sicked today .

joints were aching , muscle were tearing , head was cracking , plus the flu and sore throat ... ultmate combination =.=" !

i will see what i can do tmr . and that is to report sick . wahaha ...

ladies and gentlemen , boys and gals , i think it's time for me to close the last chapter of 20 years of my life . the next entry might jolly well be my first for the next phase of me .

so ... nothing further out !

{ 4:40 PM }

03 May 2008.

nothing beats whole family gathering together , enjoying a small celebration , and sharing some great moments ...

and last week , i had such pleasant moment .

my family had planned a surprise birthday party for me . i had no idea at all that something ' sinister ' was being executed . after all , i'm always the one helping to plan such things for my friends ...

close relatives and friends joined us and i'm pretty glad becos i dun really get to see jolin and jamie regularly . somehow this reminded me of the bbq party that my parents planned years back when i was still studying . more people were around that time and it was very fun .

although it was an advance party , it really does seems like it was on actual day itself . and smile was on my face all day long .

i have 2 words for all of them ...

appreciation , and thank you !

{ 8:59 AM }