12 September 2008.

i jus got to know my work schedule up till oct .

i'm going to be ' loaned ' to training wing to become a part time instructor .

so siannzzz becos instead of having nothing to do and thwang in bunk and occasionally clearing my off day and going nights off , i need to go outfield teach new people how to operate our toy =.=" .

of all people , why me ! argh ...

people keep saying my piloting skill is very good and thats why i was selected . it can be very flattering to keep hearing that but as time goes by , stress starts to crept in .

during our final exercise , i ' buanged ' the delaunching portion .

u see , that is the amount of stress i had . i dunwan to tarnish the reputation that i've garnered so far . it can be quite demoralising ...

on the brighter side , being attached to other people can be good too .

ermmm , wait ... there isn't any bright side at all . i still need to do the regimental duties and shit work ! wth ! ! ! people will go off when i'm sweating myself ! wth ! ! ! arrrggghhh ...

it is so unfair ! ! !

i think my time will be quite dark from now onwards $%^&*()(*&^%^~!#$% ...

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