18 August 2008.

jealousy is the curse for tolerance .



i think i'm losing this battle .

this time round the demon has the upper hand over the angel .

i'm worn out and i can feel that my breathing has become quite heavy .

something is damn damn wrong and i knew what is it . yet i can summon no strength this time round . the demon knew my pattern of coping and he successfully suppressed that .

i need some powerful jolt to come back to reality from the abyss of shit that i'm in now .



peace from within , i seek .

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