21 May 2007.

well ... i had been resting for the past 2 weeks , recharging myself back to the tip top condition , too much so that i overcharged myself -.- " .

my tiredness cycle looks much like a plateau . not enough sleep = tired ; too much sleep = tired !

it will be much more better if i'm given some work to do to and not rot at home . but where are all the work when i need them the most ?

enough of my moaning ( i'm not mourinho nor alex ferguson ) , but i truly yearn to continue with the last few days of teaching . i'm missing out too much fun in school , and the salary . wah $$$ !!!

hmm ... back to the topic , ' down but not out ' . actually , it's not about the current ' jobless and no salary ' situation that i'm enduring now but rather , some words that came out from one of my inner circle friends' mouth .

i'm pretty offended by what is coming out from abc as they ran afoul with two of my stated law . abc tried to change my principle of friendship , and abc pissed me off .

abc's comments made me feel very upset . abc dun trust me . abc questioned my integrity . trust is of paramount importance in everything we do . and yet after these years friendship , abc still questions my integrity in handling money . i'm thoroughly disappointed .

abc is not like acting like this few years back . abc's change is what we see in an exponential graph . i've noticed linear curve , ln curve , but not yet an exponential .

what others and i truly hope is that abc can change to what abc is in the olden days , when we shared laughter and had fun together .

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